Ray of light touches my soul and I rejoice
If this is so wrong why do I jump with joy
Why does my heart skip a beat when I think of HIM?
Why does my body melt and my thought swim
They say not a leaf can move without his command
What is this - then, Is this his plan
Is this a lesson he is trying me to teach
Do not yearn, love what you keep
I do, I say, I love what I have
Are these just thoughts written in sand?
What is it that I see in HIM?
Why is my love filled to the brim?
What do I do when it overflows?
Help me GOD! let me know
Please show me the way
I want to love him but I do not dare;
Let him see my plight
Let me win this fight
How will I know that I have won?
Will it be in letting go - or in fighting with reason
Please find him someone to love
So I can smile at them from above
Give him so much that he cannot bear,
To think that he ever had to fear
Touching someone else's gold
When All it really was coal!

....it was weird to see the leaves of life spread before me. Anjali wrote this when she was alone, post our 2nd or 3rd meeting. I was alone on a train back to my home town, when I had scribbled the few lines.